Clash

What a coincidence. I was tossed into the shadows. Again. I can't believe that my school is the only school that will cooperate with that fool of a principal of my Primary School just to screw me up. Primary School closed so early on 2.30pm, and PRELIM ended on 3.30pm. An annual opportunity has been wasted. One that I can visit my childhood friends and long-lost ex-classmates. I can't see how much the school has changed. Rather I've been placed in a place made entirely of misery and abhor. I truly abhor my secondary school. Not only have I met enemies worse than Zhang Wen Han, such as Jacky and accomplices, but also the intentions of the principal of launching forced propaganda to erase our childhood memories and turn us into low-class slaves.

They would choose to shelter daring nerds who volunteer to be their slaves, and shove aside those who don't into the rain of misery. Especially me. I am certainly convinced that my life is indeed tailed by someone in this school. Could be just one person. Could be a group of varying sizes. Could be people who purposely lie to themselves just to perceive me as a blasphemy and carry false hopes of getting rid of my life.It could even be the entire school population who are all in a secret gang who seeks to get rid of people that have resolve and in their school. Maybe I'm the only one who has a resolve...

Do I really have to live my life in the way of an assassin? Careful and always cautious 24/7 and trust absolutely no one? That would mean I have to know how to defend myself physically and emotionally and get rid of my social personality. That would mean I am meant to be an emotionless automaton, which clearly defies my resolve to live. This coincidence in timing, however, also convinces me that my school's principals are planning to turn us into 100% automaton and 0% soul. He's a principal, but he's just THE principal.

There is a path for me to take, which may mean I have to go totally solo for around... TWO more months. A flight that lasts for two months. A flight across the 'Path of Scholarship and Solitude'. If everything's settled, I will prepare to fly in this direction, where perhaps many people will start to see me as an introvert. An anti-social person. A lone wolf like Rui How. Most of my decisions come in many varieties of painful consequences. So God knows what will become of me if I were to... abandon ALL my friends from Secondary School and erase my trust for ALL of them. Perhaps by chance, another coincidence might clash against my path...

Therefore, to my sincerest friends and bros: I'll not be seeing you guys(And maybe girls too) with my 110% for at least two months. But trust me. When all's over, I'll be back to usual. I promise.