I must have been really stressed recently. I'm not much of myself nowadays given the fact that I had to pick up a fight with my parents for such a trivial thing. I also get tired so damn easily especially yesterday. I even went to the extent of hitting my dog so hard even though it only disturbed the neighbor. I feel like sleeping yet I went through sleepless nights on those same days I told myself I want to sleep. I even went to the extent of wanting to avoid using commas in this blog post despite the fact that every sentence right here actually needs commas. Isn't it obvious that something is bothering me?
And yes indeed! The 'O' Level Chinese Written Examinations are approaching and I ain't even prepared to face it. I am seriously desperate for aid in my Chinese. Again I am bothered by the fact that that girl is avoiding me. It just cannot get off my mind. I need to relax. I need to relieve the rusted tension inside me. But how?
I should never have quarreled with my parents. I could have had the chance to rendezvous with my friend yesterday. I seriously need to relax... Really...
May 21, 2011
May 16, 2011
Dreams and Means
There are so many choices for me in life, yet I have only ONE chance to choose. Life has no points of return. Everyone is destined to choose a path. However our variety of choices are somewhat prejudiced. For instance, I ca never become one with a GRC nor SMC, less think about being elected into Parliament.
I'm AIMING for Junior College and INSURING in Polytechnic. Then I have difficulties deciding what course I should take if I went to Polytechnic... Media or Life Sciences?
I have big dreams in life, yet the means of achieving them looks so slim. Standard deviation: 0.4
I still can't accept the truth that I'm suffering unrequited love. I've made a man's decision that I want to forget about her. But why is that feeling still there? Why do I still feel that hurt deep within me. I can feel a deep sense of paranoia in me. Yet I myself can find no cure other than her attention... Once again, I fall under a trauma. However, I have not lost spirit yet. I have not given up hope.
Until the words "I lost" come out directly from my lip, I HAD NEVER LOST YET!
I'm AIMING for Junior College and INSURING in Polytechnic. Then I have difficulties deciding what course I should take if I went to Polytechnic... Media or Life Sciences?
I have big dreams in life, yet the means of achieving them looks so slim. Standard deviation: 0.4
I still can't accept the truth that I'm suffering unrequited love. I've made a man's decision that I want to forget about her. But why is that feeling still there? Why do I still feel that hurt deep within me. I can feel a deep sense of paranoia in me. Yet I myself can find no cure other than her attention... Once again, I fall under a trauma. However, I have not lost spirit yet. I have not given up hope.
Until the words "I lost" come out directly from my lip, I HAD NEVER LOST YET!
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