Two days earlier, I couldn't post anything. Too busy with so many extra bridging lessons and co-curricular activities in school. My schedules are tighter than the belt I usually wear on my jeans.

I am always left out. No matter how many deeds I have helped them with, favors are never returned. Oh fuck! Like I would give a fuck to this...

I started learning new things for the holiday. Beginning with the piano. Do I even have a piano? I use the one in school of course. I am also practicing vocal songs, but you wouldn't wanna listen. You know why.

I have also picked up a new language: Italian. The language is fascinating. Though Korean would be much better as a more sophisticated language, I am just trying out something new...

The girl I fell for... She went overseas to have fun with her family... Though I miss her quite a fair... a lot... But, I am quite jealous too. Her family went to Taiwan for a vacation, skipping the bridging lessons with a valid reason. While I am here suffering from loneliness and getting left out in class...

Still, hope I have not gone nuts mentally yet, and never will. Also, wish her bon voyage. Wish BX, John Ape-Ry and Rice good luck with the holidays. Wish you guys a happy holiday too.

In today's reality, I am oh so much the opposite of my friend. He said he was always busy. He had some P.H.s.C.V.W.X.Y.Z.L.o.L weird activity. He can only relax with basketball and that laptop as a form of leisure. I have nothing better to do in life. So what if blogging was a daily activity? It only takes up to 20 minutes of the day. So what if Facebook was a daily chore? I barely surf in Facebook, less than an hour. I am almost available all the time at home out for basketball. My position in a team is still quite unknown. I am only good in lay-ups anyways...

How life would be better in Paradise. Everyone will have their own paradise. But the most common of all is: anywhere. They hope and dream to reach anywhere. This is how I see it as. Dreaming of going anywhere signifies their indecisive attitudes. I was... one of them... But that was the past...

This is the 100th post in my blog. However this is not the 100th post of my entire blogging life. I had previous blogs that are now officially deleted. A few of my previous blogs are still under the incapacitating death like in Left 4 Dead 2 after you lose all 100 health points...

I have not changed entirely from the me in Primary School. I may seem miserable all along and basically lead a low life, but that cheerful and bright side of me still lives within. From the past I was but a Singlish-accent sore loser. Now that Singlish accent has changed quite into something really retarded. I think my "Perfect" English contains a fluency of Italian when I speak of it... Not trying to boast here, but I think I happen to be the bravest among the clan of guys in my school. They can love a girl but fail to even dialect face-to-face with them. Their world is forever within their reaches. However I am different. Though my method of communication is idiotic, but at least I did try. I tried. I believe myself as a high achiever and not an average Joe. I.CAN.DO.IT!