If I knew the future... When is my time up?

School's starting again tomorrow. What's more, we have to tolerate even more nagging and bragging from bitches who only emphasizes on work over rest. EOY is so close. 1 more year till the O-levels, one of the most pressurizing trails we were fated to face in our life. Especially when our class is lacking due to excessive basketball for us guys, chit-chatting about love for the few gals in our class, irritating and nerdy activities by the unpopular and stink ones(nerds).

And worse, I have to stop worrying about my love life, which I have never accomplished before. Tomorrow, according to BX, is the day I can recognize consequences of the risk I took the other day.

I am willing to take up a personally-challenging challenge: Soloing manual-tuning.

But that will only happen after I start receiving allowances again, starting 3 days from now.

Today was such a wasteful day. Nothing to do at home, as usual. Even crappier, a fucked-up bitch of a father would train his children to be indoor bitches. As anyone would know, I ain't the kind of indoor bitch he wants, rather a person who loves the fresh smell of car fuel, fresh grass scent and (gentle?) breeze of the outdoors.

Life is just so boring without friends.. Wondering how did my other siblings manage to survive getting crammed up indoors.....

As I prepared for later, when I head off to study with BX and Bran, I recalled something: What will happen next.

LOL, why am I saying all these..

I just pissed the hell of 2 of my CCA juniors today. Actually, one... Well, my conscience today isn't that well.. That asshole of a father, can never be able to fuck off from HER son's privacy.

Another reason why my mood ain't good today: I kinda felt moody after the rain this afternoon. What's more, I couldn't even find a proper time to work out. I feel my strength is heaving..

About this author:

Practically, he tries to make people around him be happy, but ends up failing and screwing up his own life. Everyday, when he gets irritated, he cannot do anything. When he feels helpless, he sulks on his bed... alone... in the darkness. When he fails an important thing, he would tell it off to any random stray cats involved on the occasion, of course when he is alone. Isn't he crazy?

Oh shit.. My stupid shoes shrunk, now it has caused my feet to incur 3 blisters, 1 very painful, 1 still quite small but also quite painful, and one destroyed and now bleeding profusely and hurts like hell.. >.<

Anyways, today was hell for me. The emotional pain has returned again, haunting me from my evening nap. I felt... crying...

Thousand "Damn"s.. My mother found out that I bought something so expensive. Now she even found the evidence: The receipt and the carrier.

And OMG, I must starve myself, even if it means death, so that I can get SNSD Singapore concert tickets. I WANNA GO THERE!!! I LOVE TAEYEON!!!!