The Beauty Of Metallic Symphony

April 27, 2011

Boiling Point

I sincerely apologize everyone or the wrong I did from since the past until now. I apologize for hurting myself by giving that diamond pendant. I apologize for shoving off my friend using force when I lost my cool and walk away. I apologize for being cocky. I apologize for sinning. I hope for forgiveness for my cardinal sin of wrath. I really didn't mean it...

Wrath... Every man in this world will have different boiling points, which literally means a certain level when their tempers will reach maximum, like a thermometer. As in my case, not many people understands. Perhaps many people don't know the inner me: I may be cocky, active and optimistic by nature, I am also quite calm at times. This calmness, however, lacks strength. When it breaks, high chances are that a dense conflict will happen between me and the other party, regardless of size. I don't show this rash personality of mine in society; I keep control of it so as to blend in with my friends. As for just now, I was over-criticized by something, which left me in a rage (Can I not mention what was it about please?). I wanted to calm down by washing my face, so I walked to the restroom. In the process my friend approached me from the front. It resulted in me pushing him very forcefully with my left hand and me in a daze. I thought I lost sanity...

If only I could be forgiven by the guy I pushed... My thermometer blew... Even though chances of repair are slim, I really hope I could, with even the slightest of whim, repair it on time. I seek forgiveness.