Since everything is starting to get boring... Should I throw my bad gaming habits and start preparing for the end-of-years? Not to mention the fact that I cannot get motivated by many things nowadays...

Could it be attitude problems or will my time be up soon?

Now I'm preparing for big times: like how my friend did. Waiting for the prime moment to strike "Happy Birthday" to her in Facebook. But for me, rather, it is for a very special friend.. Now, its around 10.15pm, so I shall patiently wait for that moment too.

Sadly, both my parents are waiting to skewer me dead if I continue in com even until 11.30pm. So, my plan is: FACEBOOK MOBILE!!!!!


I will find a way, even if it costs my life, to set you free.

My decision was real straight. Just today, I went out with Meng Ern and Terence to Causeway Point. Although they love messing up on each other, but they sure are great friends. I bought wrappers and a ribbon and scotch tape.

The skill I have may not be efficient in wrapping presents, but at least it was worth trying. It was also fun, at least.

Teacher's Day was DISASTROUS!! I got chased by a fucking old security guard. My walking speed was like: my slack = his sprint... Then to get me out, he tried all sorts of measures to convince me out, so finally, since Mr Lye's not coming out, I got out by free will :P

But anyways, Mdm Foo sure is an asshole. She once promised that ex-students are allowed on Teacher's Day, when our PSLE was over. Now, we were even kicked out and restrained from visiting the school, as though it was HER home.

Rui How was also kinda much of an asshole. Jokes are meant to be funny, not criticizing. But seems that it was either my jokes were unpleasant, or that he's getting more, and more, and more violent than compared to his past..

But, I kinda hesitated, also just now, my brother asked me why am I acting weird. I'm really troubled, as it would be a bad idea to bring friends into my love life picture. Also, aren't jeweleries a little too over-exaggerating to a girl? I know they are expensive, but currently the price offered is like 80% of discount. What a great opportunity!

Well... That "itchy feeling" is present in my heart right now.

Oops, forgot to post yesterday, as I returned home at around 7.45pm then instantly, I went to sleep. Today, I just wanna solidify my decisions. I know these few months I was really a jerk, with random and reckless decisions. Is that why the all of you hate me so much?

Or was it that I am still nothing to all of you?