Nowadays I would prefer to go for recess alone. However I'm NOT declaring that I'm a solitary nature person. Rather, I dared myself to do so, after encountering an article in (z.b. comma) Chinese newspaper, involving the issue of "Eating alone". It went like this: teenagers of this era can never do things alone as they must have company; they are all too dependent. Our generation is nicknamed "The Strawberry Generation" because of this. We grow just like strawberries in bushes, all clustered together in their growth. I wanted to prove myself free from this cowardice; by hanging out with my own man, who is myself. Besides, I DO have friends who invited me to play basketball during recess. In fact, 11 of my friends asked whether I wanted to play basketball, but I gave the excuse "Nah... I want to study for POA."

There was a major consequence for this... Well... I guess I could say it here...
It's like this. Remember I've always said that I want to leave a good impression and image to the girl that I like for being a "social"? Because of this, she did saw me and I was alone. Guess what? That girl, just like other cowards, die-die must stick to a friend; whether it was her crony or even long-time-no-see friends. Here's something I felt weird. Whenever I was with friends and her as well, she was like don't even want to face me. Then this, I just stood outside my class and reading my "book". Then she was like, looking at me and I'm not sure what she was thinking at the moment. All I do know is that she doesn't think as much as me, nor L. Probably her mind was blank or she was daydreaming of that gangster-cosplay, no-life snob son-of-a-bitch and his shitty world of Audition. Well, even MY avatar looked cooler than his; I just bought whatever I could afford and wore them, while he spent his parents money on worthless cash and bought useless stuff to wear around his character in an attempt to prove his gangsterism in the virtual world when he's just an utter failure in life. Whoa! I went off-track a lot...

I've seen NONE who dare do that (recess alone), other than a Primary School friend of mine, who is part of the "hang-out" cronies of mine. His name is Brandon. He once told me he ate his lunch alone and even talked to himself so that He wouldn't feel alone. I can't tell if it was just a lie to convince me, or did it really happen. But still, he's one of my friends in the past and present.