Confession

Dude, I confess I was once a jerk. I also understand how I wasn't open to thoughts and could not mix along with you guys those days. I was in the wrong. You all must really understand me. I hope that by reading this "short"(oh, the irony) yet complicated post, you can change what you think about me. Not doing this for the sake for you all, but for the sake of... myself... (Here, the horrible truth. S-O-R-R-Y)

My given name is Alvin, Alvin Yeo Chia Sheng. My father unintentionally named me after this solely with beliefs of religious "feng shui". Born in Singapore of a Singaporean Hokkien father and a Malaysian Cantonese mother. Born in 1995, now in Evergreen Secondary as a 15-years old express stream mid-scholar. Born on the 21st of July means I'm a Cancerian by star sign. I believe that my aims or goals are big as Jupiter, yet mysterious as the Moon. Traditionally the second son of the family.

Through other psychological opinions, many second child of a family would differ in personality and view of things from both the father, mother and first child. Example is me. Unlike my father, I am not cheap and would prefer to get a comfortable yet affordable life to balance my ways of earning, spending and saving up allowances, whereas my father would rather eat shit than fast food. Unlike my mother, I resist hurting people in any ways no matter how bad my mentality is going out of control, whereas she would release anger by scolding my siblings while WHACKING THE FUCK OUTTA ME?! Unlike my siblings, they only go down to workout ONCE A YEAR, while I would work out ALMOST EVERYDAY. They love fish and never want to even touch beef, whereas I hate fish and really wished that I could get my hands on those juicy, tempting beef...

I tend to get easily distracted. Many people thought this was a form of E.M.O in me. Rather, I shall explain this: My mind is not a computer. I can only think of ONE THING AT A TIME, OKAY?! I also don't watch porn, or any other form of naked people or sexual activities.

Here, many even start to ponder why am I always so quiet. What I want to say is this: Personally, I'm trying to observe and classify people between characteristics. By doing this, maybe I could try a friendly approach such that we could be friends and maybe hang out for a cup of Big Gulp and even play friendly basketball matches. I can tell that some faggots thought this was "a trap by me so that we could BECOME FREAKING GAYS TO FULFILL MY ANTI-SOCIALNESS?!" WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? MORON, GET A FUCKING LIFE, YOU THINK YOU'RE SO COOL?! Oh, and one more thing: I am not gay, for I am fell for a girl, get it?!

Here is why I always doze off in class. Attentive on the outside yet imaginative on the inside. I kept thinking about this girl's happiness. Who, I shouldn't and mustn't say it. Anyways, we're only a few classes apart. Almost all of the subjects we take are different. With only POA, Combined Humanities and Elementary Mathematics the same. I think I am worlds different from her. I can learn and adapt to new things quickly(want proof?) and love sports. Not trying to boast here, I am but an intellectual and emotional genius. While me here have a hard time mixing with human mid-scholars, she has totally no problems in making friends and mending ways with foes. I have no foes either, just that I am just too "normal" to be noticed. Her status on sports are yet unknown to me thus I cannot assume. But she is really a genius in languages and the Arts. These are the known-to-be mutual interests between us: music, Koreans, Korea and the Universally loved CHOCOLATE!... What I want to know is that answer key to her bright future. I really hope I could bring out that ray of hope and happiness to her. Whether as an angel in Heaven, as a Fallen Angel struggling his life to bring it out, as a demon from the Netherworld who contradicts his evil by touching lights of virtue, or even as a God. I want to play a part for her, I hope at least I could be remembered.

My dreams are totally insane and impossible. I thought some of you might even treat it as a joke. It is after careful considerations that I decided to spill those white beans. You see, even DarkRazor can deem this childish and ridiculously impossible himself. I dream that(exaggerating as Jupiter, mysterious as the Moon): somewhere in this world live dormant DRAGONS ready to perform deeds, good or bad, upon this world, upon us.

So here, I have briefly spilled my truths. I bet no one will read it for being so lengthy. But sure, they will miss out in understanding me. Ah I doubt they even care. I am just normal. Too normal... I Am Real Legend!! >:(