Oh gosh! I under-achieved this term. In fact, I was kinda like sabotaged by my class this year. No one would want teachers to teach them just for the sake of wasting time, do they? I've failed so much that the teacher, whom obviously is one of those lousy teachers I'm pinpointing to, even force us to study until we develop physical pain (Eg. Muscle degradation, limps growing shorter, getting fatter than that teacher). Oh the humanity... I don't deserve a break, do I?

Today marks the start of the March holiday. Ironically the March holiday is NOT a holiday. It is just a week to separate Term 1 from Term 2. 9 days. We can do nothing but study, study and die. I don't understand our society teachings. I mean, are we meant for this kind of life? This... this... totally meritocratic world of rat race? It's just like a person who studies a lot can only be outwitted by people who study more than them. Then this competition would go on and on until people study too much and eager for suicide. Now stress is like a contagious disease where our superiors force the cure from us, so we can do nothing to prevent nor cure stress, other than accumulate even more stress and die with stress.