I think I'm starting to get irritating and foolish towards all my friends. Guess I'm uncontrollable in a sense... Truth is, I have no idea what is wrong with me... I cannot stop mourning over defeat. I kept saying "I'm losing my sense of humanity." and stuffs like that. Do everyone experience that at least once in life, or does this feeling already have a name, which I assume is known as "mood swing"?

My hands are trembling. I type on the keyboard to forcefully. I'm losing out on my studies, as usual. I can't control myself from trying to avoid doing anything. It's like I have to do something, even if it means nothing good...

I'm taking everything too seriously. I have to find a solution to cool down. I'm just too tensed up...