The truth's out. The horrible truth indeed. So horrible that I almost considered killing myself over it. These few days I found no meaning in living anymore. That very sad truth... I lived my love unrequited, she is ignoring me, avoiding me, treating me as emptiness. I am nobody to her now. Maybe it could be a form of rejection. I can tell that my calculations were: 92% she threw the pendant away and disliked me after, 7% she kept the pendant and hated me, 1% she was thinking of something else and don't care about me. Maybe this is good news to those anonymous bitches who also like her if any. Obviously it is bad news to me. Good news or bad news to those I seldom meet?

19/11/10 The horrible truth is revealed.