The only people in this world who could fully understand what is in a Cancer's mind is God. I have so many things in mind that it disturbs my conscience. I have so many worries that it could easily fill up a storybook the thickness of one of the Harry Potter series by J.K Rowling. I have so many concerns that I could die of dry throat after listing out all of them.

What disturbs me are those referring generally to the four aspects of human life. I cannot fully relax over my studies and career target. I can never put my mind at ease over my love life. I cannot live to the fullest in my talents and hobbies. I cannot lift my head up coming to my social life.

My study capabilities are better than average. Although I still have space for improvement. Studies... Learning... Nothing can come by without a challenge. Even for my future career, I just can't seem to find an interest. I am still indecisive. Even if I could come to a decision, my only interest is in... casino business. Sounds way impossible...

I still have doubts about how much I know about that girl I like. I still cannot ask for a steady relationship yet. There still seems something amiss here. A Virgo, by right, should be easy to understand. However, their shyness or something like that makes it a challenge for their partner to understand them. I find it quite difficult to get more information of her myself, less say let her know more about me...

I also find myself having difficulties finding my potentials, my talents. I still don't know what I am born to do in this world. I thought talents come from hobbies, I pursued in basketball, one of the world's most famous sport. All I need is to clear my doubts about myself and trust myself I can do it. Oh and by the way, I DO have musical talents.

Socially, when in with my group of friends or/and cronies, I am a corny joker, an irritating troublemaker and stuff. When it comes to some of the others, I would somewhat silence... I have not much to chat about with them... Unless if it comes to basketball, or if I cause... trouble. (Y)

So, here's a generalization of my life and difficulties. What about yours?