I really got OWNed by my friend today. He told me to freaking give up the past, accept defeat and walk another path of life. No point dwelling in that darkness you dreaded to enter. No use being a crybaby over such useless matters. No use howling under the moon when your mind is empty. No use banging your head against a wall for being careless.

True carelessness lies not on what the person does by accident, but rather what the person chooses to do something himself then regret it. There are supposedly no such thing as accidents. My past may be dark, but not the future. In the path of life, God should have given you a neck so stiff that you cannot bend it behind, yet we try all sorts of nonsenses just to bend it and see what we don't really want to see.

Here is one fact: although I got rejected, and that is a dark past, I have decided. This is not the best solution. There have never been a best solution in this world...

I shall continue to woo her. If I happen to say any retarded miserable preaches again in this blog, feel free to punch me on the face, punch me silly, kick my @$#&, screw me up good and anything like that. I failed once, but that did not take my life yet. Didn't I say in the past that I bet my life on this?