I really have complex details whenever I meet this girl... Many people either suspect and accuse me of liking her, or they have already know about it and accuse with proof. I'm not sure either, whether many people would want to listen to my story. Even if the population is low and are those whom I trust, secrets shall remain secrets, I shan't reveal until I feel ready.

My life after seeing, meeting and befriending each other has dramatically changed. I was once this coward who hits back hostile people when provoked. I couldn't even speak proper English, nor proper Chinese at first. I was really a fat snob, an obese slang. I thought my life was a total good-for-nothing. Until I met her, we chatted, my attitude towards things changed. To be honest, I think this is accurately based on Cancer, one of the 12 star signs of Astrology.

I have became more reasonable in conversations, less selfish towards ideas, easier to approach and now I even have this mindset that violence creates more conflict rather than solve it, this is a good thing indeed. On top of that, the other party was also affected.

She was once passive to approaches, just like how shy people are. She was only able to depend on another girl in Primary School. After me entering her story, she has learnt (I dunno how much) to be more proactive to society. Also, she, well...... inherited one aspect from me: joking.

So, yeah, our life, not to exclude others, continued in Secondary School. Many have parted us. I hate to say this, but old classmates aren't classmates anymore, referring to their hearts. Eg. Me and Ze Quan were once good pals, but in mid-school, we rarely get to see each others' face. It might be fate that I landed in the same school as her...

Seriously, you guys are lucky to encounter me as this 'new' person in class, otherwise, your lives might have been more 'dull' with a "guai lan kia' here.