Here's what I feel right now: retarded. My mind cannot relax. I cannot get over even 6 seconds of waiting for the computer to load given that its average speed is 26 seconds to load Facebook. I punch and wrestle the computer when it doesn't fulfill my patience. Even now I'm forcing my bony and red fingers on the keyboard. If this continues... Maybe I would have destroyed the whole computer and CPU in 3 minutes.

But why? Why is this world so unnaturally round? Everything is so prejudiced towards me. Feels as though you have to suffer another round of torture after going through 13 levels of Hell. I feel... scared. Perhaps I am in the evolution chain of Retardation? O Father bless me for I know I have sinned.