A person smiling at you makes you feel elated, but a whole room of people smiling on you just feels weird.

This is one of my quotes to those who frequently makes mistakes and become the topic of gossips and laughter.

As usual, things seemed awfully wrong. The EOY is getting on the loose, with the Mother Tongue paper to lead first. Being a guy of Chinese blood, I was expected to fare well for this upcoming paper. But sloth has drastically stalled my performance. I felt a need for desperate help, as things are starting to get out of hand, it would add more weight to the one I am carrying now: stress.

As BX always said, Cancerians are sensitive, I'm no better. Peoples' jokes can get me into laughter easily, peoples' need for help gets me going for their help, even if it was third-party, known to many as "extra"... Now, people are stressed, my sensitivity to stress can destroy me, but it takes guts of a man to pass this ordeal. I might as well just live to it.